Shortly before he goes to appear
before the Roman governor Pontius Pilate and the Jewish authorities as a
prelude to his crucifixion, Jesus Christ asks his disciples: “Who am I?” or
more correctly “Who do you say that I am?”
It is a question which is at the
heart of the Christian gospel and, therefore, a question which Jesus
continually asks of us, his modern-day disciples. We would proclaim, mimicking
the words of Jesus’s disciple Simon Peter 2000 years ago: “You are the Christ,
the son of the living God.”
We believe that Jesus, by his
life and teaching but especially by his death and resurrection, saves us from a
life void of God here on earth and into eternity.
Jesus, of course, never
presented himself to the Jewish religious council as the Messiah, although his
response to their questioning “you say that I am” the Messiah, must go
alongside his other Messianic claims.
He was never tentative in his
understanding of his identity. He was absolutely assured of his relationship to
God and clear on the vision that his life on earth would follow, as painful as
that would be.
We don’t often have that sense
of self, that clarity of vision. Significantly, we can easily lose our
connectedness to God, as our identities become entangled in the best and the
worst attributes of being humans on this earth.
As part of a Lenten course at St
Alban’s Anglican Church in East London , we
have been exploring notions of identity as individuals and as a community.
The question “Who am I?” is
asked in other very specific contexts in scripture.
The book of Exodus tells us of
an encounter between God and Moses, when Moses hears God telling him to go to
the king of Egypt
and to lead the Israelites out of bondage in a foreign land. Some translations
of the bible record Moses asking God the question in Chapter 3 and verse 11:
“Who am I, that I should go to Pharaoh and bring the Israelites out of Egypt ?”
God answers: “I will be with you.”
Later on in the first book of
Samuel, the young shepherd boy David confronts the same issue when he is sent
by his father to bring provisions to his brothers who are with King Saul and
the Isrealite army fighting the Philistines. While he is on his way to his
brothers, he is confronted by the huge Philistine Goliath, who has brought fear
into the hearts of the Israelite soldiers. David, strong in the knowledge that
he is fighting in the name of the Lord, shoots a stone at Goliath’s forehead
and the man drops down dead. When Saul subsequently offers David the hand of
his daughter, David says: “Who am I, and what is my family or my clan in Israel ,
that I should become the king’s son-in-law?”
Later again, having installed
David as king of Israel ,
God sets out his vision for the king. David repeats his previous query but this
time to God: “Who am I, sovereign Lord and what is my family, that you have
brought me this far?” It is a question that he will repeat again to God: “Who
am I?”
David’s experience also brings
into sharp relief the fact that the question “Who am I?” is almost always
followed by “Whom do I want to become?” There is almost always an aspirational
aspect to issues of identity.
If identity is about being
connected to God, it is also about being part of community.
In his book, The Christian
Response, the French Catholic Priest Michel Quoist writes about connecting with
“The Other”. He says connecting may be about offering a helping hand, a smile,
taking someone else by the arm. It may mean asking someone “And how is your
baby? How did your plans turn out? And then … what happened after that?”
But in order to really establish
contact with another, he notes that first we have to make our way through life
a bit more slowly, be genuinely interested in the other’s work, family,
recreation, home, likes, aspirations, difficulties and struggles.
The South African writer Olive
Schreiner once said that we should emblazon on our flag the words “Freedom,
justice, love; great are the two first, but without the last, they are not
complete”.
Sometimes, in an attempt to avoid
any suggestion that we are racist, we try to ignore the differences between us
but, as Canadian Anglican priest Heather McCance has said, “our differences are
important. Our differences matter because they are a part of who each one of us
is. We are all different, and God created us in such wonderful diversity”.
But she emphasises that what
holds us together, is that we are God’s children.
As Christians, we believe that
are drawn closer to God through our faith in Jesus Christ and to each other as
a consequence.
We seek to live in peace with
each other and in harmony with the world. And we desire to live holy and whole
lives.
The message that comes through
forcefully at Easter is the horrible, agonising death that Jesus experienced.
Many Christians suffer for their faith. Most of us suffer despite our faith.
And it will continue to be an
integral part of our identity in Christ, following each painful station as
Christ carried the cross to Golgotha where he
was crucified.
It will mean serving God, loving
all, standing firm in our faith, speaking the truth sincerely, doing good work,
being kind, compassionate and forgiving, and boasting in nothing except that
we, together with the entire universe, are the recipients of Christ’s redeeming
and prodigal love.
In Christ, suffering and death co-exist
with resurrection and life.
Who am I? Who are we?
We are the sons and daughters
and followers of God. – RAY HARTLE
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